Former BYU Star Curtis Brown and Wife Kim Share Heartbreaking Reflections on Son Haze's Tragic Death Three weeks after the sudden drowning of their 2-year-old son, Haze Brown, former BYU running back Curtis Brown and his wife Kim have opened up publicly about the devastating loss. The couple, who reside in Clovis, California, a suburb of Fresno, shared their grief through a poignant Instagram post, revealing the profound emotional toll of losing their fifth child. Kim Brown described the pain of Haze’s absence as a physical ache, recounting how she constantly misses her baby and struggles to accept the reality of his death. The family includes their triplets—Cruze, Kash, and Julie—as well as a 12-year-old son, Trey. Kim’s post detailed the heartbreaking moments she imagines, such as watching Haze’s soft curls bounce as he runs, hearing his laughter, or simply holding him close. She expressed a deep longing for the life they were meant to share, stating, “I want forever. … I want all the days back. I want my baby back.” The couple’s son, Haze, was described as a “miracle baby” by his cousin, Chandler Pearson, who noted that the child was born after years of prayer, fasting, and medical intervention due to the family’s fertility struggles. The tragedy has also sparked a community outpouring of support. A GoFundMe account, initiated by Pearson, has raised over $100,000 to cover funeral expenses and assist the family in their recovery. Kim’s words reflect the depth of her sorrow, as she admitted, “I don’t know how a heart is supposed to hold this much pain.” She also expressed the difficulty of waking up each morning to face her worst nightmare, emphasizing the unbearable weight of her loss.#curtis_brown #kim_brown #haze_brown #chandler_pearson #clovis_california
