Curtis Brown's Wife Shares Heartbreaking Reflections on Son's Drowning Death Kimberly Brown, the wife of former BYU football star Curtis Brown, opened up about the devastating loss of their 2-year-old son, Haze, in a series of emotional Instagram posts. The couple’s son died on July 26 after being found unresponsive in their family pool in Clovis, California. First responders attempted to resuscitate the infant but were unsuccessful, and he was later pronounced dead at a local hospital. In a post shared on August 17, Kimberly described the overwhelming grief she feels, struggling to reconcile the reality of her son’s absence. “No word is big enough for the loss I feel. I feel like I’m already forgetting him. And that terrifies me,” she wrote. She recounted memories of Haze, such as the way his head rested on her shoulder or the sound of his voice, emphasizing how these details now feel distant. “Where did his head fall on my shoulder – cuddled perfectly into my neck? How tall was he again? What did his voice sound like?” she asked, expressing her fear of losing the ability to recall these moments. Kimberly’s grief was further compounded by the passage of time. She mentioned that Haze had been gone for 22 days, a period she described as unbearable. “22 days without my boy. 22 days without shooting hoops with him. 22 days without hearing his laugh. 22 days without his goodnight kisses,” she wrote, adding that the weight of this loss makes her feel physically ill. The tragedy unfolded just days before Kimberly’s public reflection. On August 15, she shared a heartfelt message from the floor of Haze’s room, surrounded by his belongings. “I miss my baby,” she wrote. “I miss him so much it physically hurts. Our bright light and source of pure joy is gone.#byu #clovis_california #curtis_brown #haze_brown #kimberly_brown
Former BYU Star Curtis Brown and Wife Kim Share Heartbreaking Reflections on Son Haze's Tragic Death Three weeks after the sudden drowning of their 2-year-old son, Haze Brown, former BYU running back Curtis Brown and his wife Kim have opened up publicly about the devastating loss. The couple, who reside in Clovis, California, a suburb of Fresno, shared their grief through a poignant Instagram post, revealing the profound emotional toll of losing their fifth child. Kim Brown described the pain of Haze’s absence as a physical ache, recounting how she constantly misses her baby and struggles to accept the reality of his death. The family includes their triplets—Cruze, Kash, and Julie—as well as a 12-year-old son, Trey. Kim’s post detailed the heartbreaking moments she imagines, such as watching Haze’s soft curls bounce as he runs, hearing his laughter, or simply holding him close. She expressed a deep longing for the life they were meant to share, stating, “I want forever. … I want all the days back. I want my baby back.” The couple’s son, Haze, was described as a “miracle baby” by his cousin, Chandler Pearson, who noted that the child was born after years of prayer, fasting, and medical intervention due to the family’s fertility struggles. The tragedy has also sparked a community outpouring of support. A GoFundMe account, initiated by Pearson, has raised over $100,000 to cover funeral expenses and assist the family in their recovery. Kim’s words reflect the depth of her sorrow, as she admitted, “I don’t know how a heart is supposed to hold this much pain.” She also expressed the difficulty of waking up each morning to face her worst nightmare, emphasizing the unbearable weight of her loss.#curtis_brown #kim_brown #haze_brown #chandler_pearson #clovis_california
